too long....

 I just realized i have not done this for... well too long .. why  i have a hard time doing this daily.  Even though i have a reminder set .. being an empath is a huge energy consumer..  I feel EVERYTHING around me, that is put out there by my workmates, friends & my immediate family.  Therefore, i find it VERY overwhelming to do this very thing i'm doing right now. While I sit here at work, with not much to do this afternoon.

The global crisis is still very much in full swing, though vaccines have been produced & distributed around the world.  You have those who want to be negative ninnies about everything. And i won't even get into the political aspect of the U.S., jeez.  This is the kinds of things i feel greatly, the negative energy of the world can be quite overwhelming, those who do not feel it, do not fully understand.  Those who put the energy out in the air, sometimes, do not realize they are a hindrance with their negative ninny attitude. 

I'm trying to get through this whole pneumonia & flu had a baby named Covid, like everyone, & keep my wits about me.  Our children & older generations who live in assisted living, they are the ones who are having the worst issues with all this.  I go about my life as best i can, that's all we can do.  My mental health suffers from everyone else's energy out in the area around me, my anxiety can be off the charts on certain days. 

SO, yeah, that's where i am in life ... 

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